Amy Carmichael's wisdom again...
"If the praise of others elates me...
if the blame of others depresses me...
if I cannot rest when I am misunderstood, without defending myself...
if I love to be loved, more than to give love...
if I love to be served, more than serving...
then I know nothing of Calvary's love"
Talk about get me where it hurts! Ah to know Calvary's love, my heart's greatest desire!